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dunno why i want to write in English this time ... it is not my custom and i can express my emotions and most inner feelings better in Arabic ; although i spend about 13 years at school and another 5 year at collage the main language was English but it remains not my mind language ... i never pretended  i;m an English  or american person ... just  Arabic Egyptian with second language as English ... when i was studying languages wasn't my favorite subject , yet i discovered later that i'm talented by instinct in this part of studies . not a nice thing when u r talented in something u don't like ... i studied french and Turkish \but unfortunately i was too  lazy to complete them . i had a damn thought that nothing is important unless i have to use it ,,, and there was no sign to use french and i traveled once to turkey and thought that the purpose for learning Turkish was over and done ! 

i write that may be because i noticed that there is a frequent visits from the states to this poor personal blog and i wanted to talk to whatever who visits here .... but i know the tragedy of live and this will be a computerized visits or a routine thing done bu the owners of the blogger site to be sure that every thing is OK :))) 

any way there is nothing important here and my feminine curiosity want to know how u r 

i disabled the comments but i might open it for a little just to let know :) but i know that nothing will happen . and i'm nothing among that 6 billion people living in that miserable planet